Sarah (pron. Say `Ruh) (n) def: Queen of Lynchburg, Tetris Master, Diva, Dreamer.

1. A Goal I want to accomplish :

I have really been obscessing over the move "The Painted Veil"...see it, seriously, its the most romantic movie and the most beautiful story of the redeeming power of love. My goal however, is to play a song that was in the movie.

Gnossiennes No. 1


2. Getting to know your bosses :

Seriously. I think I am in love with both of them. I mean seriously. But I am not flirting. (wink wink) I am going to list the words I think about when I think of them : determination, integriy, leadership, kindness, compassion, beauty, humor, thoughtfulness, faith, belief, amazing, awesome...the list could keep going on and on. In a nutshell...God created two amazingly extraordinary people when he created them. They have been extraordinary examples of men of God. These are my thoughts about this...


3. What I want :

Its been six months. I think I've done alot of healing and alot of growing. I feel that its time to start :::thinking::: about dating. Not actively dating, but actively seeking God's wisdom and direction in the area of dating. God has given me the most amazing guy friends, who constantly surround me and give me examples of things I want in a partner. Because of the nature of starting a new job and training with the bosses, on a daily basis I am subjected to seeing how they work and function as not only bosses, but as human beings. I see the qualities the bosses both have and it makes me say to myself...I really want that. Those are qualities and things I want in a person that I will share my life with. At this point though, its a whole "give it all to God" situation...my prayer is that God reveals my awesomeness to others. Its no lie that dating makes me nervous, especially in light of the "beauty" revelation (see previous blog) and the whole focus of beauty in today's generation. Which makes me think....


4. The Self Esteem :

Is now fixed!!!! God showed me alot about how wonderful I am and so now in appreciation of me, I am going to list what I think about when I think about me. I am not trying to be prideful, but I h ave felt so bad about my self for such a long time, that I think a little Sarah-Love is highly healthy.

So to Sarah, Sarah is : Awesome. Beautiful. Smart. Whitty. Supporting. Deep. Thoughtful. Encouraging. Pray-er. Able to see the beauty in practically everything that surrounds me on a day to day basis. Loving. Faithful. Loyal. A friend. My heart is a well of hope, bursting forth and pouring out.


5. My life :

Is one the path it is supposed to be. God brought me to a place of brokenness, loneliness, and then complete fulfillment. He is opening my eyes daily to amazing things in life. And showing me glimpses of things to come, things to hope for, things to pray for. My destiny is unfolding before my very eyes.


6. My life (the technical things) :

I moved to Lynchburg on August 6th. Everything went smooth with that. Onslow is a hateful, mean bird that won't become Tame. I'm trying to work with her, but its a long process. I may have to admit defeat and just get a hamster. The job is going awesome...I love, love, LOVE the company I work for. Every employee, every shareholder, every person I have met associated with them has confirmed in my heart that this is where I am supposed to be and that God has a HUGE purpose for not only the company, but also my involvement with the company. I haven't found a church, yet. I am going to visit around. But other than that...I have been eating healthy and in the midst of all that lost 10 pounds somehow, which puts me at my Pre-Death weight! Hallelujah. It only took 6 months... but I could tell this week I was losing weight, all of the sudden I have collar bones that are visible and a neck..seriously, its the little things we praise God for. I have made alot of new friends. One of my bosses Chris, is literally the social director of Lynchburg and has introduced me to so many people who have reached out and loved and embraced me as a friend. They are awesome...and since Chris never reads my blog I can give him a shoutout he'll never find out about...(Chris you are awesome, seriously you deserve an awesome award every day of the week). I have been playing the guitar alot more lately, really embracing praise and worship...my whole attitude lately has been that of prayer and thanksgiving...basically I pray alot and I sing worship alot. I feel like the joy of the Lord is finally bubbling over in my heart and spilling out to those around me. And I absolutely love it.


7. I'm thinking...

The biggest thing I've been thinking of lately is Sing to the Lord a New Song!!! So, I'm pondering finding a new life song for me. Any one have suggestions???


8. My life has never been :

so focus. so determined. so hopeful.


I love you guys and I'm sorry for the delay in blogging. Its been a crazy ride the last few weeks. I promise, I'll try harder.